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Intro
00:29
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Instrumental
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Temples
02:29
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We are built like temples
On top of crumbling foundations
Will there only be ruins remaining
Or merely shadows of our former glory?
I've been torn apart and put together so many times I can't even remember what it is to be whole.
Will I ever be whole?
I'm always searching for something to make me complete.
Will I know it when I see it? Or will it only pass me by?
It seems like everything I feel is full pale of what I know is real.
Stone by stone my temple is crumbling down.
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Vices
03:02
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Do you see Hell in my eyes?
It's just a darkness that has always been inside.
Sometimes you find yourself alone, cold, abandoned by everyone you know
So you tend to make friends with devils
Who were always inside your head
Who will be there after you're dead
I stare into my reflections eyes
So this is what inner demons look like on the outside
So this is what inner demons look like.
Hell is in my eyes
The demon on my back is in control tonight
Telling myself that I need this to numb out everything
Telling myself I need to escape, in any way I need to escape
Now there's no way out.
No way out.
I need to kill my demons before they consume me.
What consumes you?
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Paradise/Hell
03:05
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Wake up, wake up!
Don't panic and nevermind the blood on your hands,
Who's hands are truly clean these days?
I look around, seems like everyone is looking to make mistakes.
No one is leaving this place unscarred tonight.
This is the kind of night we take to our graves.
If these smoke stained walls could talk
Would I want to know what they say?
If I saw everything that happened that day,
Would I let it happen the same way?
Do you remember that summer when this place was our only escape?
This is our paradise, our Hell.
If I could go back to that place,
I'd probably make the same mistakes
The love, the hate, the happiness, the pain
Grew me what I am today
And I grow, and I grow, and grow.
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I can remember when there once was light in my eyes
I used to think that I was blind
Until I saw things in full color,
But now I wonder....
Where did all the color go?
Why are the highs outweighed by lows?
Now all I want is change.
I hate seeing my world so gray.
I write down this message for everyone in case one day I forget it
For everyone who said I wasn't worth it,
For anyone who made me feel alone.
I share to you these moments of regret
That I never gave myself the chance to say
I'm better off without you.
I'm better off without you.
I'm better off thinking with my own mind and living out my own life.
Now is time for change
I hate seeing my world so gray.
Where do we go?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go?
Where do we go from here?
For everyone who said I wasn't worth it,
For anyone who made me feel alone.
I share to you these moments of regret
That I never gave myself the chance to grow,
I never gave myself the chance to grow.
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Shutters
03:59
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I'm digging up the graves of memories I had buried
Only to reopen the wounds from the pain that I once carried.
All I feel is doubt, all my certainty is gone.
You were the only truth I knew, now I've been without it for too long.
I'm haunted by regret, the worst kind of ghost.
Reminding me of what could have been
And the fact I can't take it back hurts the most.
I can't take it back. I just want to go back.
Pain ends eventually, but it's the patience that I lack.
We've grown too close to be torn apart
I've lost my heart, it's buried deep and lost somewhere in the dark.
I feel surrounded by lies, and I keep seeking escape until this feeling finally dies.
I hear you in silence, I see you in my sleep
These days all I see are shutters
I'm surrounded by shutters.
Since that day, life's been a series of too little too late.
Since that day, I just want to block out everyone and everything.
We've grown too close to be torn apart
I've lost my heart, it's buried deep and lost somewhere in the dark.
I feel surrounded by lies, and I keep seeking escape until this feeling finally dies.
Until this feeling dies.
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